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I'm not sure what exactly i want to write today...but I just felt the need to write.
This weekend I took the boy for his birthday day out, his birthday was in july, but i was away for a wedding that he was catagorically NOT invited too, but apparently it was vital for me to attend -- let me have a mini moan about that for a minute: Basically, My Mum, Dad, Brother, Sister and Myself were invited to my cousins wedding up in Kent. Now all three of us, my bro, and sis and me have partners, and none of them were invited. My parents spoke to my aunty and uncle, who confirmed that the invitation was extended to us three kids and no one else!! My sister then had to work, my brother deliberately didnt come home from Thailand until afterwards, so i was the only one who had to go!!! Admittedly I did have a good time with my other cousins and my uncle (who's more like a cousin - for reasons too longwinded to explain here), but I just feel I would have been happier with jame, katie and jamie with me. Definately with jamie! :-)
So weekend birthday bash for jamie JAF... We'd had a lovely day out, shopping in Exeter, and then we were sat in the Grand Hotel, Torquay (and this is where you need to prepare your buckets)... and I looked across at Jamie, and I just couldnt stop smiling when i was thinking at how lucky i am to have him in my life!!!! ... He's such a gorgeous, kind and loving guy, and he makes me so happy. I dont think I've ever been this happy and well...dispite what the last post said...settled in my life!!
I need to stop worrying so much, because sometimes I get so worked up I seriously feel that its taking years off my life... I got really angry at the weekend, and accidentally took it out on Jay, and now looking back I feel so foolish, because I'm not entirely sure where this bout of aggression came from.
I think it probably has something to do with a total lack of exercise and creative stiflement (not a word, but I liked it)... once i get back from the IOS I'm back in to rehearsals for two shows, and back on the keys as well as running Genesis! ... However, the 2 shows I'm doing aren't with Wellington GASP!!! Meh! Everyone needs a change of scenery sometime!!!
WHOOOOOAAAAHHHHH!!!! ..... accidentally strayed into epic posting territory.
I'll leave it there for now! CHD Checking off!
This weekend I took the boy for his birthday day out, his birthday was in july, but i was away for a wedding that he was catagorically NOT invited too, but apparently it was vital for me to attend -- let me have a mini moan about that for a minute: Basically, My Mum, Dad, Brother, Sister and Myself were invited to my cousins wedding up in Kent. Now all three of us, my bro, and sis and me have partners, and none of them were invited. My parents spoke to my aunty and uncle, who confirmed that the invitation was extended to us three kids and no one else!! My sister then had to work, my brother deliberately didnt come home from Thailand until afterwards, so i was the only one who had to go!!! Admittedly I did have a good time with my other cousins and my uncle (who's more like a cousin - for reasons too longwinded to explain here), but I just feel I would have been happier with jame, katie and jamie with me. Definately with jamie! :-)
So weekend birthday bash for jamie JAF... We'd had a lovely day out, shopping in Exeter, and then we were sat in the Grand Hotel, Torquay (and this is where you need to prepare your buckets)... and I looked across at Jamie, and I just couldnt stop smiling when i was thinking at how lucky i am to have him in my life!!!! ... He's such a gorgeous, kind and loving guy, and he makes me so happy. I dont think I've ever been this happy and well...dispite what the last post said...settled in my life!!
I need to stop worrying so much, because sometimes I get so worked up I seriously feel that its taking years off my life... I got really angry at the weekend, and accidentally took it out on Jay, and now looking back I feel so foolish, because I'm not entirely sure where this bout of aggression came from.
I think it probably has something to do with a total lack of exercise and creative stiflement (not a word, but I liked it)... once i get back from the IOS I'm back in to rehearsals for two shows, and back on the keys as well as running Genesis! ... However, the 2 shows I'm doing aren't with Wellington GASP!!! Meh! Everyone needs a change of scenery sometime!!!
WHOOOOOAAAAHHHHH!!!! ..... accidentally strayed into epic posting territory.
I'll leave it there for now! CHD Checking off!
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